acting. through a rather off handed series of events i've found myself in a play. it's terrifying & exhilerating at the same time. i'm confronting insecurities & opening doors for myself, within myself. i'm already proud of it, and intrigued by where it will lead. and, chrissakes, they're going to give me some money for it?! imagine, i get to learn a bunch of cool shit, be in a play, and get some money, too? i'm guessing maybe $20?, somewhere in that range. i'm rediscovering how utterly shy i can be, something i forget about myself because i tend to wrap myself in blankets of secure environs for long periods at a time. shy, insecure, uncertain. a little girl. but brave, too. willing to face it.

oh - the Act. Burlesque? I've said a long time I wanted to try it; and; here it's arrived - will i be too scared, is it too close to home? Perhaps the Bamboozeled, or the house show, could be a debut? hmmm...

02.02.08....2:59 am

this is a space maker

#recommend my diary to a friend.